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Yarbbless [02 Feb 2005|05:45am] [ mood | content ] [ music | my so called life ] So alot of things have happened since my last "real" entry. Love life turned for a twist. Crazy stuff. My sleep pattern has been thrown for a twist as you can see. Everything seems soo different from how it was. I barely see anyone. & It sucks cuz i feel as if i've been neglecting them. I love the new ppl i've met. I've lost touch with so many ppl it sucks. Really hurts. I think i'm really ready to step it up. Like seriously. I have yet to meet/hang out with soo many of you guys & i wanna start that now. I have yet to get in contact with so many ppl i used to be so close to. That starts now. It's time for a change i guess. It might just be for the best. haha not to mention some good shows comming up that i'd love to go with with some of you ppl. Things are gonna change.....for the better =) by killing all i feel open woulds can always heal

[29 Jan 2005|10:03pm] I miss all you guys...i really do by killing all i feel open woulds can always heal

[14 Jan 2005|05:32am] [ mood | content ] so yeah...i'm back for good fuckers!! Comment me if ya still know im alive..lol by killing all i feel open woulds can always heal

[23 Nov 2004|02:48am] i'm sorry i havent been updating. Alot of shit has gone down. I promise i'll update tomm!! ppromise!! by killing all i feel open woulds can always heal

[14 Nov 2004|11:17pm] Interesting night.... enough said by killing all i feel open woulds can always heal

[07 Nov 2004|12:43pm] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | Underoath ] Haven't updated in awhile. So Halloween weekend wasawesome. Went to a party saturday night & many many bad things happened. I'll post pics Later on. Sunday went to the Hawthorne Heights show with Mike, Sean, Melissa, Cara, Court, & Erin. It was an awesome show. Monday: Worked. Hahaha i think i did something but i really dont rememeber. Tuesday: Worked & i dont think i did anything but i could prolly be wrong. Wednesday: I worked till 930. Pretty coool cuz Jenny, Bergy, Pete, & Pierre visited me during the day. Towards the end of the night Justin & raissa visited me ill i got out. It was prety damn cool. Hung out with Justin & met up with Krys, Bergy & then Diego & Joe. Cool night if ya ask me. Thursday: No effin idea. I believe i fell asleep as soon as i got home from work.   Friday: Worked then hung out with Jman after work. Went to Homecomming where everyone & thier mother was. Hung out wit some cool ppl. Saw some old faces. Awessomeness. Met up with Everyone at Joe's then hit up Friendly's. Diego found a bug in his salad. AWESOME!! Then we hit up the skatepark where a cop kicked us outtt. My smart ass mouth had to go & say we're not from around here. & He asked for Ids & everything. Haha Got outtta that one. Shoprite for some dvds..then back to joes to watch high school high. Awesome night. Saturday: Hung out until 630. Got food with Jess. Went to the annex show where i saw alot of ppl. Pretty fun show. Big fight almost happened. Got a song dedicated to me which was awesome. Got reffered to as the guy with the big sideburns which is awesome.Me a LJ/Myspace friend which was awesome. Hit up Ihop afterwards. The wrong one at first. Then made it to the right one. Chilled out then hit up Meghans where there was a hardcore round of DDR. hah intense game. Then hometime!! Today: No idea. Maybe show 2nite...who knows.     P.S: I'm in love with the acoustic version of Silver Bullet by killing all i feel open woulds can always heal

[28 Oct 2004|10:39pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Underoath ] So yesterday was pretty damn cool. Had a kick ass day at work with Joe As usual. Rocked out to our jam ( Jimmy Eat World - Pain). Walked to Joe's & then we parted ways. Got home & rested up. Kim came to my house & then Melissa picked us up. We hit up Pet Paradise where i fell in love with these doggies. Round 9 we left & got a telescope to check out the lunar eclipse. It was pretty awesome & i was pretty cold. We hit up White Castttle & then i called it a night. Came home & watched The Goonies.Soo awesome. This weekend is gonna rock sooo hard. I'm gonna be busy busy busy & gonna have alot of pics to upload. WEEEE!!!   Warning: The following contains very cute & adorable images. Viewing these may make you fall in love. I know i sure did <33   ( <333 ) by killing all i feel open woulds can always heal

One night doesnt mean the rest of my life... [23 Oct 2004|06:04pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | The Rocking Horse Winer ] Wow. Two times in one day. Ack. So i hope November comes soon enough. Sooo many shows. Can't wait for the Thursday show, nor can i wait till the Folly/Poison The Well show. VIP passes to Hawthorne Heights. How awesome is that? I'd say pretty damn awesome. I need to hang out with some people i havent seen in awhile. I'm always thinkin bout how they are. How losing touch sucks soo much. Kinda feel like i don't have one true friend right now... I guess im in one of those mood. Hah i got soo many candles lit up in my room & i'm listening to Rocking Horse Winner. Hah whats up with that?   ( Candles ) by killing all i feel open woulds can always heal

[23 Oct 2004|04:15pm] Haha oh man. Things have been...wierd. In the time since i've last written alot of drama has happened. Mad beat. Gino came back from the marines. It's wierd with him being around. More drama than usual has occured. I've been tryin to spread out my time & stuff. I dunno. Alot of ppl havent been actin thier usual selves. Maybe it's the weather. I know alot of ppl that get sad in the fall. So last nite i went to this haunted hay Ride in Jackson. Haha it was pretty fun actually. Some guy picked on Jess & rubbed his hass on her & put hay on his head & made fun of her. It was pretty awesome. More funny than scarey but i cant expect to get too scared at my age. heh.  Man i dont update as much as i should. Not to mention i have soo many pics to post. Ahh one day....when i have time. =o/ by killing all i feel open woulds can always heal

[17 Oct 2004|03:01am] [ mood | bouncy ] Uh oh..i think i like someone..like really like them. God i love this feeling. It wont last for long.....i know it by killing all i feel open woulds can always heal

[14 Oct 2004|02:18pm] [ mood | pissed off ] Boy do i love getting harassed by the police for something a normal person wouldnt get harasses for...... by killing all i feel open woulds can always heal

[12 Oct 2004|05:55pm] [ mood | crushed ] Ouch... Shotdown.... Ouch.... by killing all i feel open woulds can always heal

[09 Oct 2004|03:59pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Fight Club ] Dahh just got my TBS tickets for the 29th. God i love Mike for getting those backstage passes to the TBS show on.....????...haha well its one of the TBS shows hahha!! I have to buy that kid a majorly awesome present. Things have been at a slow pace. People have been acting wierd. Work has been fun/tiring. Sooo many ppl i miss talking to/hanging out with. I can add December 26- Thursday/Glassjaw to my list of shows. My paycheck is almost gone. God i love it =) by killing all i feel open woulds can always heal

[02 Oct 2004|02:36pm] [ mood | excited ] October 16th: Coheed(acoustic) / Sparta October 17th: Coheed/ Underoath October 22nd: The Blood Brothers/ Against me! October 24th: The Blood Brothers/ Against me! October 31st: Hawthorne Heights November 5th : Alexis on Fire November 7th: The Used/ The Bled November 12th: Slayer/ Killswitch Engage November 20th: Bouncing Souls/ Against me/ Murphy's Law November 21st: TBS/ Atreyu/ Funeral for a Friend November 23rd: Coheed/ Underoath November 24th: TBS/ Atreyu/ Funeral for a Friend November 27th: Straylight Run December 12th: Tsunami Bomb December 18th: SensesFail Anybody going to these shows or wanna go with me?!?!   by killing all i feel open woulds can always heal

[24 Sep 2004|06:18pm] Sunday is gonna rock!!!!   Picnic yo!!! by killing all i feel open woulds can always heal

When I'm upsidedown [22 Sep 2004|07:50pm] [ mood | tired ] Well, yesterday i had an up & down day. I went to work & it went by sooo fasttt. John picks me up after work & we hit up his house. Got some money, he cleaned his room, & i got to see Carrissa. I hope she feels bettter. Anyway, we hit up coinstar at pathmart so John can get some money. We called Jill like 475869606 times. No luck. So we hit the road.After passing Freehold Mall the car got all effed up. We pulled into a BK & had some food while we waited to let the car cool down. We tried leaving but the brakes were all whacked out. John called AAA & they sent a tow truck. We went from gas station to gas station  trying to find help. Didn't really get any. Hit up 711 & i got a brownie. THEN.....John's car started working. WOOT WOOT!!.  We hit up Jackson for the Hawthorne Heights & No Hollywood Ending show. It was pretty tight. Alot of crowd surfing. Alot of kids falling on me.Alot of kids getting thrown around by me.John fell in love with Degrassi girl. Hahaha she was Amazing!! Referee girl was lookin at me a couple of times. Aye! Then my glasses broke. AYE!! oh well. Haha they're all taped up. so it's all good i guess. Hawthorne Heights were alot better than i expected. Can't wait to see them in October.I played 2 songs for Sean on the phone since he couldnt go. He seemed to have enjoyed it. So me & John hit the road. On the way home we had a nice sing-a-long to Juliana Theory. Gotta love that!! So my day turned from ok to pretty bad to really fun.  Me & John def have to hang out more. I gottta hang out with alot of ppl actually. I miss them sooo much. =o/ ( RADIO!!! ) by killing all i feel open woulds can always heal

[21 Sep 2004|09:57pm] Hawthorne Heights tonight was pretty tight. I was impressed. A good night indeed with John. I'll have a real update later. Woot woot. =) by killing all i feel open woulds can always heal

Fucking fuck shit [18 Sep 2004|03:01am] Lol Well that last entry was def not made by me.Possibly Rob did it. Oh well!   These past few days have been a blur. Working is cake. I basically just do nothing & get money for it. I haven't really seen anybody lately besides Jess, Sean, & Kim. SOOO much fucking drama has been going on. Not one nite goes by without something happening but oh well. I miss alot of ppl. Tonight i got to hang out with Joe, Amanda, Dan O, Krystina, Pierre & Diego. We all went bowling. I saw Jenna & Diana there!!! YES!! I love them soooo much. I really miss them alot. Anyway, I sucked tonight harddcore!! Afterwards we went to Dunkin Donuts. People got all "emoed out" & stayed away from the group. I got myself a Turtle Blast!! Which fucking rocked. Krystina took my turtles. =( Then we got thrown out by some lady cuz Joe tried using his cup to get soda. Fucking horseshit.A Little drama happened but nothing big. We hit up Joes & chilled there for a bit. Messed around & then dropped off Krystina. Drove around & had some serious talking. Dropped off Dan O & talked some more. I dunno i feel wierd around ppl now cuz everyone kinda has thier set group & are soo much closer. Oh well. I dunno.Some people just aren't acttin the way they used to. Oh well theres nothing i can do about that. It's gonna be hard to readjust. I kinda want someone now. Like a g/f or some kind of feeling of affection. Ugh..emotions suck........   P.S: Some people i just dont think wanna be my friends anymore. Just tell me & i'll fade away... by killing all i feel open woulds can always heal

dude [15 Sep 2004|10:20pm] i am so fucking hott by killing all i feel open woulds can always heal

Word up!!!! [10 Sep 2004|07:38pm] Working at the Dollar Store is CAKE!!! but the balloons & counting of money sucksssssss!! Code #6's rock my socksss!!! Joe's Code #6 rocks my socks!! wooot woot I've never felt so awake & aware ever!! & i Love that feeling. Everything is turning Razor & i love it. =) by killing all i feel open woulds can always heal

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